Something's happening to me. It's like I'm shrinking smaller and smaller and I can't stop. There's just so much wrong that I can't imagine the shame in admitting even the tiniest part of it. When you left it was like there was this huge gap to fill, but instead of spreading wide enough to do it I just fell right in, and I'm still falling. Like I'm half asleep, and I can't wake up, can't wake up.
- Sarah Dessen, Dreamland